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(no subject) [Oct. 1st, 2008|01:27 pm]
Dear Pride,
We need to talk.
Sometimes I wish I had you
And others, I wish you would just beat it.
I walk with my head down
And I wish you were here to lift it up
And give me more bounce in m step.
Then there are days when you consume me.
I become so unbearable because
I think I’m so magnificent
You make me think others bitchy attitudes aren’t my fault
And it’s not my problem that they’re insignificant
This is where I wish you would go away.
That supposed greatness isn’t true.
Can we work something out?
Can you just stay half of the time?
Only half as much?
And not turn me into a stuck up cow?
Or disappear completely and turn me into a door mat?
Just only half please. No ego trips and no pity parties.
Think that’s possible? Get back to me on that.
Sincerely,
Lexi.
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*yawn* [Jul. 27th, 2006|10:40 am]
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[Current Mood | apathetic]
[Current Music |Evanescence-Lies]

Man, I'm not even sure why I'm updating here, no one really friends this journal much... everyone usually goes to my other. Whatever, the weathe up here blows big time. It's a real pain in the ass. School starts up again on 5th of Sept. Two days after my B-day. Happy birthday to me, yay. -.- As for poems and such,I haven't been too inspired lately, but if anyone comes through here and wants to read more of my stuff, it's on my deviantart page, I have other stuff on my other devantpage too if anyone cares. It's mainly fanfiction though... yeah, I've been into fanfiction since I was 14... funny shit a lot of the time. I just get a kick out of writing my own endings to favorite shows that have endings that suck like hell... Hmm, I saw Poseidon and X-men 3 at the dollor show. It was an agreement with my mom, I'd see the sinking ship if she watched comics in action... we were both pleased with the end result, I loved Poseidon and she loved X-Men... Hmm, let's see... anything else, nope, not really.
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(no subject) [Jan. 16th, 2005|11:11 am]
Mourning Star

Once so brilliant
At a time so bright
She illuminated the darkness
with a shining light

In all of the heavens
she was the brightest star
Of all the others in space
She out-shone them by far

Be she was so generous
That the others did not care
All of them but one
He simply could not bare

Did he want her light
Wll, yes. But of course.
Little was he aware
but her love for him was the source

But since he was so ignorant
So blind, arrogant and bold.
He tried his best to out-shine her.
The pressure caused her to explode.

When the news reached her
The news of her love's explosion
Darkness spread through her
And brought on her light's corrosion

She became hateful and evil
Darkness killed her light
She then sucked away everything in her path
into a void darker than night

Poor little Mourning Star
She a shame she became so cold.
She went from a bright shining nova
to a vengeful black hole.
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I Hate You [Jan. 16th, 2005|10:51 am]
I place my hand on the knob of the door
I walk inside the room and I halt
The first thing I see is you
Why did it have to be you.
Seeing you disgusts me to the pit of my stomach
I want to kill you and everything you are
You are a horrid bitch!
Why are you even alive?!
You stare bacj at me
the same look of loathing your face
My blood boils now, boiling in rage
I hate everything you are
I can't take it anymore!
I clench my fingers into a fist
and strike you in the middle of your face
The image shatters and I feel slightly better
until I feel the pain in my hand
Blood is pouring down my hand rapidly
Heh
Stupid me.
Why'd I hit the mirror in the first place anyway?
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My Dear Friend [Dec. 27th, 2004|04:00 pm]
[Current Mood | crazy]

The sky is painted a beautiful pink
As the sun dips towards the west
The air grows cooler now
as creatures of the day go to rest

The sky then fades from magenta to navy
and the ground is illuminated by the light of the moon
I lay here now, heart clenhcing in agony
When the sun rises, it will start again soon

With the coming of the dawn begins the cycle
That I so desperatly want to break.
Each day, I endure their jeers and taunts
Each word causing my soul to quake.

I can hear them now,
All of their hate aimed at me
I don't want to deal with this
I just want my friend to take me

My dear friend, I long to see him
I haven't seen him in a while
Not since he nearly too me the last time
long ago when I was a child

I remember him clearly
as if I had just seen him today
It has been thirteen years
since I saw him that day

He had towered over me
as I like sick in bed
I knew just who he was and was glad
I just wanted to be dead

His skeletal hand touched my face
the sleeve of his robe brushed my eyes
He then refused me and left
Walking away and ignoring my cries

That was thirteen years ago
That was when I was five
I am now eighteen, still waiting for him
Wishing that I wasn't alive.

I lay here now, dreading the dawn
Wishing for my shrouded friend
But, this night is like all the others
He won't come to bring my end

As I close my eyes
I feel an icy touch
I open my them and smile, he's here
and when I least expect it, I should've figure as much...

I grab his hand and pull him to me
Holding his bony frame close to mine
His skeletal hand runs through my hair
He whisperes to me that it's not my time

I feel the tears well up into my eyes
all of my hope is now gone
But, he forces me to look at him
and he tells me not to fear the dawn

He tells me I am a fool
for letting them get to me
He says they are ignorant
for trifiling with me

He then grips my shoulder
and leans in close to my ear
I feel his icy breath as he whispers:
"Tomorrow, I'll take whomever you wish, my Dear"

And with that he disappears
and pleasant shock replaces my sorrow
A dark smile graces my lips
Now, I can't wait for tomorrow

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(no subject) [Dec. 27th, 2004|03:57 pm]
I make you walk with your head held high
Give you more sprink in your step when you walk
Giving you that haughty look in your eye
and the annoying tone when you talk

I make you seem truly unbearable
Because you think you're magnificent
You think that you're understandable
and it's not your fault they're so insignificant

But, your supposed greatness isn't true
It's all a delusion
See, this is what I do, fool
I am a master of illusion

Now, with me,Pride, you've filled yourself
and all who were close to you have walked out the door
Now, are you content loving yourself?
Because no one else will anymore
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Whispers [Dec. 27th, 2004|03:54 pm]
[Current Mood | blank]

You whisper when I am not looking
You think I cannot hear
I understand you perfectly
It doesn't matter if I'mnear

You laugh when my back is turned
You think I can't hear a sound
I know exactly what you are saying
I don't have to turn around

Can't you say it when I'm around?
Are you afraid? Are you scared?
You can say it to my face
I really don't even care.

I'll admit, I talk about you too
But if you asked, I wouldn't deny it
I will tell you exactly what I said
But knowing you, you'll probably start whining

So, what you say isn't important to me
I don't care about it at all
But if you have something to say to me
stop whispering and grow some balls

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A little taste [Dec. 11th, 2004|08:07 pm]
[Current Mood | contemplative]

Okie dokey. This is just a small piece of the scene everyone seems to like so much when my friends read it. I just want your opinion on it. Does anything need to be corrected, or should some scenes be changed...

Here we go... )

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Damn! [Dec. 7th, 2004|10:29 am]
Oh, my God! Some one tell me why the fuck am I surrounded by fucking IDIOTS! I'm just sitting in class, munding my own business, not doing shut to anyone. And these fucking assholes cause me to have all my work and shit due by Friday and I'm not going to be here Friday and tbe work was due next Wednesday! Fucking idiots! They think they're so fucking cool and shit... pathetic ass bastards...
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(no subject) [Dec. 4th, 2004|07:39 pm]

Here is the prologue for my book... well, possible prologue... I'm not sure yet... It's a major league suck in my opinion...

 

this is teh suck )

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If You Only Knew [Dec. 4th, 2004|07:37 pm]

Again, this one I wrote for a friend who just doesn't have a clue...

 

If You Only Knew )

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They're Not Worth It [Dec. 4th, 2004|07:33 pm]
[Current Mood | melancholy]

Another poem I wrote back in 9th grade when I was feeling morbid and worthless... Tell me what you think.

 

 

They're Not Worth It )

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Love's Words [Dec. 4th, 2004|07:20 pm]
[Current Mood | blah]

I was really bored in Marketing class and I wrote this... I hope you like it.

 

Love's Words )

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