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[Oct. 1st, 2008|01:27 pm] |
Dear Pride, We need to talk. Sometimes I wish I had you And others, I wish you would just beat it. I walk with my head down And I wish you were here to lift it up And give me more bounce in m step. Then there are days when you consume me. I become so unbearable because I think I’m so magnificent You make me think others bitchy attitudes aren’t my fault And it’s not my problem that they’re insignificant This is where I wish you would go away. That supposed greatness isn’t true. Can we work something out? Can you just stay half of the time? Only half as much? And not turn me into a stuck up cow? Or disappear completely and turn me into a door mat? Just only half please. No ego trips and no pity parties. Think that’s possible? Get back to me on that. Sincerely, Lexi. |
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[Jul. 27th, 2006|10:40 am] |
Man, I'm not even sure why I'm updating here, no one really friends this journal much... everyone usually goes to my other. Whatever, the weathe up here blows big time. It's a real pain in the ass. School starts up again on 5th of Sept. Two days after my B-day. Happy birthday to me, yay. -.- As for poems and such,I haven't been too inspired lately, but if anyone comes through here and wants to read more of my stuff, it's on my deviantart page, I have other stuff on my other devantpage too if anyone cares. It's mainly fanfiction though... yeah, I've been into fanfiction since I was 14... funny shit a lot of the time. I just get a kick out of writing my own endings to favorite shows that have endings that suck like hell... Hmm, I saw Poseidon and X-men 3 at the dollor show. It was an agreement with my mom, I'd see the sinking ship if she watched comics in action... we were both pleased with the end result, I loved Poseidon and she loved X-Men... Hmm, let's see... anything else, nope, not really. |
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[Jan. 16th, 2005|11:11 am] |
Mourning Star
Once so brilliant At a time so bright She illuminated the darkness with a shining light
In all of the heavens she was the brightest star Of all the others in space She out-shone them by far
Be she was so generous That the others did not care All of them but one He simply could not bare
Did he want her light Wll, yes. But of course. Little was he aware but her love for him was the source
But since he was so ignorant So blind, arrogant and bold. He tried his best to out-shine her. The pressure caused her to explode.
When the news reached her The news of her love's explosion Darkness spread through her And brought on her light's corrosion
She became hateful and evil Darkness killed her light She then sucked away everything in her path into a void darker than night
Poor little Mourning Star She a shame she became so cold. She went from a bright shining nova to a vengeful black hole. |
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| I Hate You |
[Jan. 16th, 2005|10:51 am] |
I place my hand on the knob of the door I walk inside the room and I halt The first thing I see is you Why did it have to be you. Seeing you disgusts me to the pit of my stomach I want to kill you and everything you are You are a horrid bitch! Why are you even alive?! You stare bacj at me the same look of loathing your face My blood boils now, boiling in rage I hate everything you are I can't take it anymore! I clench my fingers into a fist and strike you in the middle of your face The image shatters and I feel slightly better until I feel the pain in my hand Blood is pouring down my hand rapidly Heh Stupid me. Why'd I hit the mirror in the first place anyway? |
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| My Dear Friend |
[Dec. 27th, 2004|04:00 pm] |
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The sky is painted a beautiful pink As the sun dips towards the west The air grows cooler now as creatures of the day go to rest
The sky then fades from magenta to navy and the ground is illuminated by the light of the moon I lay here now, heart clenhcing in agony When the sun rises, it will start again soon
With the coming of the dawn begins the cycle That I so desperatly want to break. Each day, I endure their jeers and taunts Each word causing my soul to quake.
I can hear them now, All of their hate aimed at me I don't want to deal with this I just want my friend to take me
My dear friend, I long to see him I haven't seen him in a while Not since he nearly too me the last time long ago when I was a child
I remember him clearly as if I had just seen him today It has been thirteen years since I saw him that day
He had towered over me as I like sick in bed I knew just who he was and was glad I just wanted to be dead
His skeletal hand touched my face the sleeve of his robe brushed my eyes He then refused me and left Walking away and ignoring my cries
That was thirteen years ago That was when I was five I am now eighteen, still waiting for him Wishing that I wasn't alive.
I lay here now, dreading the dawn Wishing for my shrouded friend But, this night is like all the others He won't come to bring my end
As I close my eyes I feel an icy touch I open my them and smile, he's here and when I least expect it, I should've figure as much...
I grab his hand and pull him to me Holding his bony frame close to mine His skeletal hand runs through my hair He whisperes to me that it's not my time
I feel the tears well up into my eyes all of my hope is now gone But, he forces me to look at him and he tells me not to fear the dawn
He tells me I am a fool for letting them get to me He says they are ignorant for trifiling with me
He then grips my shoulder and leans in close to my ear I feel his icy breath as he whispers: "Tomorrow, I'll take whomever you wish, my Dear"
And with that he disappears and pleasant shock replaces my sorrow A dark smile graces my lips Now, I can't wait for tomorrow |
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[Dec. 27th, 2004|03:57 pm] |
I make you walk with your head held high Give you more sprink in your step when you walk Giving you that haughty look in your eye and the annoying tone when you talk
I make you seem truly unbearable Because you think you're magnificent You think that you're understandable and it's not your fault they're so insignificant
But, your supposed greatness isn't true It's all a delusion See, this is what I do, fool I am a master of illusion
Now, with me,Pride, you've filled yourself and all who were close to you have walked out the door Now, are you content loving yourself? Because no one else will anymore |
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| Whispers |
[Dec. 27th, 2004|03:54 pm] |
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You laugh when my back is turned You think I can't hear a sound I know exactly what you are saying I don't have to turn around
Can't you say it when I'm around? Are you afraid? Are you scared? You can say it to my face I really don't even care.
I'll admit, I talk about you too But if you asked, I wouldn't deny it I will tell you exactly what I said But knowing you, you'll probably start whining
So, what you say isn't important to me I don't care about it at all But if you have something to say to me stop whispering and grow some balls
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| A little taste |
[Dec. 11th, 2004|08:07 pm] |
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Okie dokey. This is just a small piece of the scene everyone seems to like so much when my friends read it. I just want your opinion on it. Does anything need to be corrected, or should some scenes be changed...
( Here we go... ) |
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| Damn! |
[Dec. 7th, 2004|10:29 am] |
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Oh, my God! Some one tell me why the fuck am I surrounded by fucking IDIOTS! I'm just sitting in class, munding my own business, not doing shut to anyone. And these fucking assholes cause me to have all my work and shit due by Friday and I'm not going to be here Friday and tbe work was due next Wednesday! Fucking idiots! They think they're so fucking cool and shit... pathetic ass bastards... |
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[Dec. 4th, 2004|07:39 pm] |
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Here is the prologue for my book... well, possible prologue... I'm not sure yet... It's a major league suck in my opinion...
( this is teh suck ) |
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| They're Not Worth It |
[Dec. 4th, 2004|07:33 pm] |
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Another poem I wrote back in 9th grade when I was feeling morbid and worthless... Tell me what you think.
( They're Not Worth It ) |
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| Love's Words |
[Dec. 4th, 2004|07:20 pm] |
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I was really bored in Marketing class and I wrote this... I hope you like it.
( Love's Words ) |
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